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| So I'm not sure why, and I'm not sure how, and I'm not sure where this slight sadness came frome. It just did. Out of nowhere. I'm not like bawling my eyes out, and I'm not really being emo, and I don't really have much reason to, but my body is sad for some reason, and I really have no idea why. Nothing bad's happened, nothing at all. Nothing GREAT's happened for real either, but I've had some good things happen, so I really don't see what's going on.
Some wierd things've been happening too.
Every couple of nights I hear sirens, like ambulences and cop cars and stuff. And it sounds like it's really close to my house, but no one else hears them. It doesn't sound like it's in my head, like I physically hear it OUTSIDE, I never see any lights though when I look out my window. And what's wierd is I usually hear the sirens shortly after a someone leaves my house at night.
It scares me a lot. I have no idea what's going on. And I'm tired ALL THE TIME.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel down a lot all the time, and while I'm at school and others I hold up a HUGE smile, and no one really notices, untill they happen to see me by myself just staring out into nowhere. And while I'm doing that NOTHING is going on in my mind. I'm not thinking about anything, or wondering about anyone, It's like my body got placed on pause for a moment or two. But it feels like I'm thinking about something when I'm not thinking about anything.
Bleh. Anyone have any ideas?
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| Okay guys. I guess since Carter is telling me too, I must update. And so. I am. Here you go Carter. I hope this makes you, and everyone else happy. lol.
I kept saying I was going to start up again. But I have failed. And I am a horrible kid. *sobs*
I wrote a song. Well lyrics anyway.
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A city in the valley, one perfect in everyway.
Rose up from the ashes, and put on a display
The center of attention, the epitome of bliss
And all who lived in it thought "heaven must be like this"
No one there really knew how great a life they had.
They had all of what's best in life, instead of what was bad.
They had no reason to worry, nothing could go wrong.
Everything was perfect, their economy was strong.
And no one really knew just how good they really had it.
What others had to work for, they merely had to ask it.
Their hands were never dirty, they walked on in their bliss
When asked what it was like they said
"Heaven must be like this"
Outside this world of wonder, where everything was grand
A snake had slithered up, crawling through the sand.
It was nothing like the others that tried to get in before
This one was crafty, it was so much more
It snuck in with some cargo, on a merchants back
And once it got inside, it planned it's next attack.
Corrupting all the minds of the people one by one
He laughed to himself saying "The battle has begun"
And everyone living there felt something was at change.
They looked at their hands and saw that they were strange.
They looked to the sky and knew the radiance was gone.
Perfection now a memory let's remember it in song.
Remeber it in song...
Soon the sickness came; they learned it to be true
Poverty and hunger they learned was real too...
That everywhere else had had it
It's something they must go through.
They wrote a song in memory of how life used to be
It spoke of strange wonders the world could not believe
How everything was perfect, and everyone knew bliss
I might be a little off...but it sounds a bit like this
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What do you think?
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| Do to popular demand (aka dave) telling me to stop posting quizzes I'll actually write a blog in here. No one really reads this thing anymore, so I just was doing my part to keep it alive.
I'm having some hard times, And I have history with xanga, which is another reason why lately i've just been posting quiz results. lol. I can't really understand what I'm going through and why I'm going through it and why I still choose to go through it.(And those of you that know me well enough will totally understand what I meant from that) I'm losing myself guys.
Pray for me.
My heart and mind have become one. And i can't make any distinguish from the two. It's starting to hurt physically and mentally.
My heart may not be what you want
It may not be grand
And I may not be the one you want to hold your hand
And I know that you want me to just move along
But I can't stand to see you
Beeing treated so wrong
I'll get better as soon as you are free
You get better for you
So I can get better for me
You be better to you
So I can be better to me
.....
So I can be better to me.
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